Deflate the balloon

THERE'S A BOX THAT I DON'T WANT TO OPEN:

Beside me now is a box enough to swallow me. It has a bunch of goodies inside I know for sure. But I don't want to open it. Not because I don't want what's inside it but because I've been cleaning up clutter since after my weekend trip and I'm not even halfway done. My body haven't even recovered yet. I'm tired, drained and I have work until tomorrow. There's nothing that I want to do but to relax.

THE WRITER'S BLAH:

Just yesterday, I read the news about the "supermoon" on March19 being a natural occurrence and that the tides will only be a little higher/lower than usual. The writer said that there will be no tsunami despite the fact that a tsunami happened some years ago in Thailand a week before a supermoon. I wonder what's running in his mind right now.

FIRSTS AND LASTS:

It was my first time to try the free shuttle service of Gateway-Alimall today. It was fun. It was like a mini city tour in a place I know so well. I'd ride that shuttle again next time.

My favorite little boy in class tagged along his mom in today's PTC. His mom said that he won't be going to school already next week. As a goodbye, he gave a hug and a kiss. He doesn't have an idea how much I'll miss him. I get teary eyed whenever I think about the possibility of not seeing him again. I hope he'll grow up to be a great guy. I miss him already and it breaks my heart. I'm not even being cheesy.

I GAVE A WARNING:

I know myself. In fact, I know myself so well that I give out warnings even before I act on something. Some months ago, before deciding on climbing Mt.Apo, I aired out that I'm weak and I don't have enough gears to pass as someone capable of climbing that mountain. But nobody discouraged me. In fact, I was encouraged all the more. Much to my dismay when my weaknesses and lack of gear was taken against me during the climb itself. Did anybody even listen when I said I'm weak and I'm not planning to purchase anything that I won't use eventually? If yes, why did I feel so unsupported after that shouting incident happened? I don't even know when I'll have the chance to climb another mountain again. To add, I climb mountains to relieve myself from stress and to have fun. But honestly, all these tasks, groupings and performance assessment is wearing me off. I need a fun group not another work group.